Greetings All –
Step 136 - My purpose is
to reclaim my Knowledge and to allow it to express itself in the world. (MP3)
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| “My purpose is to reclaim my Knowledge and to allow it to express itself in the world.” Step 136 |
THIS WILL ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS concerning your
purpose. As you follow this purpose, your calling in life—which is a specific
role that you will be asked to take—will naturally emerge step by step. It will
not require your definition. It will simply emerge, and you will understand it
more deeply and more completely with each step, for each step will fulfill it
even more.
YOUR KNOWLEDGE IS YOUR PURPOSE. Remind yourself of
this upon the hour, and be glad that an answer has been given. But the answer
is not merely an idea. It is an opportunity for preparation, for all true
answers to all genuine questions are some form of preparation. It is the
preparation that you require and not answers alone. Your mind is full of
answers already, and what have they done but add to the burden of your
thinking? Follow, then, the preparation given this day and each day within our
program so that you may receive the answer to your question. Your purpose is to
reclaim your Knowledge, and that is what we will undertake today.
AGAIN, REMIND YOURSELF OF YOUR AFFIRMATION upon the
hour. Give it thought throughout the day so that it may be the sole focus of your
understanding today. In your two longer meditation practices, continue to
repeat the word RAHN, which will stimulate Ancient Knowledge within you. You do
not need to understand the potency of this practice to receive its full
benefit. To receive its full benefit you need only practice it as it is given.
PRACTICE 136: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly
practice.
Note: “…your
calling in life …will simply emerge
….”
Picture: A powered parachute/paraplane at sunset
- Shenandoah Valley, Virginia.
From
the journal:
6:15
a.m. Monday, November 29, 1999 –
S2K
– continues. GCW makes more sense…many paths are offered on this world…
7:15
p.m. Where am I? Missing out on the stock market boom. Not yet a year: not yet
Y2K; I will always have enough – I must pursue S2K – only I know I’m going the
opposite way. I have the intuition, but have not been in a position to use it.
I don’t have; haven’t had good advisors – I’ve not looked for them either. I
thought I was doing OK – but I wasn’t – I started thinking, and now am doing
worse.
9:05
a.m. What do I have? RAHN I’m watching myself disappear.
10
p.m. I did not return to work. I’ve much to do – including a lecture on Friday.
Am I ill; self-destructive – or in a float between the normal world and GCW. I
sent an e-mail to Patricia Summers looking for someone to talk to.
The
world is exploding into thousands of paths for the bright and educated if one
believes the media. It could be a great technological world – or a big flop. Is
it irreversible?
I
don’t seem to be participating. Sitting out on the sidelines. Where will
reality show through if there is such a thing.
RAHN
– Can this word stir ancient memories?
In
the beautiful planet people adapt to changes and create more value. Here I’m
working on the Shenandoah Valley future DNA virtually alone. I am the network
hub. I don’t even know what I need.
GCW-I CH-19 – Fulfillment. Is my life
fulfilling at this point? My energy is falling short of my visions which is
personally minimal, yet global; simply that the world’s locals cooperate in
regions. I’ve made a tiny bit of progress – advancing regional water issues
from the middle –w/o science myself.
Many
pieces of my life are OK. I’m most fulfilled in the woods or in Holy Instants.
The books say that is more important.
If
the future is about relationship, then I have plenty and can create more, I
just need to remember names.
10:50
p.m. I’ve come here to do something – I guess that’s what I’ll do. All I need
is to have my Knowledge reveal it.
Here,
in my first time through Steps, I’m struggling with the notions presented. You
may be as well. I do sense the direction is correct, but what does it all mean?
Steps will lead us through. More surprises ahead.
NNC
Journal second time x2
Step 135. This is for those who have completed Steps
once. Doing Steps with only the texts, messages and your life experience,
including what you may have studied and practiced is your journey. I’m showing
Step comments after the Step, so as not to influence you in advance. It is a
wilderness trek to be left to your own wits, but then you can also listen more
closely for guides, angels and teachers, always first saying: “I surround and
protect myself with the Love and the Grace of God.” Thankfully, I was taught
this practice in 1989.
P.S. If you’ve some interest due to this or other
Steps, you should go to the beginning blog post. From here you will learn about Steps to Knowledge
and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. You can
use the posts on this blog as a companion if it helps. They will remain in
order in the archives - one post per Step.
Often it takes 18 months to get through the Steps
once. For this blog, the pace is one-a-day, but it really makes no difference
how fast you do it, only that you begin, persist and repeat. Posts here provide
a trail that may let you have a virtual companion when and if you want one. One
may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps
students blogging their experience and you might find a person more like you as
a companion, or use a number of such Steps journeys. There are options as well
through the Free School of the New Message.
