Greetings All –
TODAY’S REVIEW WILL CONCENTRATE UPON THE PAST WEEK of
training. It will emphasize once again that you are learning to learn. You are
learning to understand how you learn. You are learning to understand your
strengths and your weaknesses. You are learning to understand your
predispositions—those qualities in yourself that you must cultivate and those
qualities which you must arrest and bring under conscious control. You are
learning to be observant of yourself. Thus, you are learning at last to be
objective with yourself. This objectivity is especially important, for it
allows you to utilize that which is there to serve you without your
condemnation. In this way, your service to yourself becomes immediate and
effective.
IF YOU CAN LEARN TO BE OBJECTIVE WITH YOURSELF, you
can learn to be objective with the world. This will allow Knowledge to shine through
you, for you will not be attempting to make the world into what you wish it to
be, and you will not be attempting to make yourself into what you wish yourself
to be. This is the beginning of true resolution and true happiness, but even
greater than this, it is the beginning of genuine contribution.
IN YOUR ONE LONG PRACTICE PERIOD TODAY review the
past week, keeping these things in mind. Strengthen your experience of Knowledge
today by supporting its outward manifestations and doubt not the power of this
preparation to bring you to Knowledge itself.
PRACTICE 126: One long practice period.
From the Journal:
6
A.M. Friday, November 19, 1999 – Worldwide GIS Day – and an open house at our
office. Last night’s Commission/Partnership meeting went well. My KNOWLEDGE
path has healed my relationship. Much work remains to get caught up, but the
regional alignment value is catching on here. S2K yesterday was “Today I will
not pretend to be happy.” It was not difficult to be that honest.
5:35
p.m. →
can’t have just one region>
…
→ No word from Sarah – her pager isn’t connected.
6:05
S2K – only 25 minutes – session 2 – 10 &
15 minute. I need to be more simple in my life – the systems of organization or
whatever. Organize to do less. [Let less in, throw more out – 11/20/99 – 5 p.m.]
10:20
p.m. My life must become more imple and less cluttered. Limit my addiction to
symbols. To stuff. Get assets in the bank.
11:08
p.m. To Sarah I send self-love and right thought, things we both need.
One can see that at this point I am trying to apply
what I have learned to my problems situations in the world. My daughter’s situation
is troubling; which has been an ongoing situation; joy of parenthood. The Steps
book has a bit of green ink.
NNC
