Greetings All -
Step 26 - My errors give birth to my Knowledge.
IT IS POINTLESS TO JUSTIFY ERROR, but error can bring you to value truth, and in this it can lead to true Knowledge. This is its only possible value.We do not condone error, but if error occurs, we wish to make it serve your truest need so that you may learn from it and repeat it no more. It is not merely for you to forget your errors, for you cannot do that. It is not merely for you to justify your errors, for this will make you dishonest. It is not merely for you to look upon your errors as pure service to you, for they have indeed been painful. What this truly means is that you recognize that error is error and then you attempt to use it on your own behalf.The pain of error and the tribulation of error must be accepted, for this will teach you what is real and what is not, what to value and what not to value. Using your error for development means you have accepted the error, and now you are attempting to utilize it to derive value from it because until value is derived from error, it is error only and will be a source of pain and discomfort for you.
TODAY, IN YOUR TWO 30-MINUTE PRACTICE PERIODS, look at specific errors that you have made that have been very painful. Do not try to dismiss the pain of them, but see how in your current circumstances in life you can use them for your own benefit. Using errors in this way can show you what you need to do and what corrections or adjustments need to be made to enhance the quality of your life. Remember that any resolution to error always engenders true recognition and true discernment in relationship.
IN YOUR PRACTICE PERIODS REVIEW THE ERRORS that come to mind as you sit quietly alone, and then see how each one can be utilized to your current benefit.What needs to be learned from them? What must be done that was not done before? What must not be done that was done before? How can these errors be recognized in advance? What were the signs that preceded them and how can such signs be recognized in advance of error in the future?
USE THESE PRACTICE PERIODS for this introspective process and when you are done, do not speak of the results to any other person, but allow the investigation to continue naturally, as it naturally will.
PRACTICE 26: Two 30-minute practice periods.
"Fail forward," was the path of progress for my civil engineer friend Chuck Maddox. That might be another way to consider this Step. The time commitment has increased. Stick with it - do your best and keep moving forward. "Succeed forward."
From the Journal:
6:30 A.M. August 10, 1999 - within 24 hours the big eclipse begins [ Cornwell, England - August 11, 1999] ...
8 A.M. ...
> To manage to be in the world and do my small part. Yesterday going out into the world - to the office - the New Testament image of putting on the armor of God in order to deal in the world came to mind. It is what I needed - going into the day. ...
S2K#25 I am at one with the greatest truth of life. → Med. #1 - to take that connection with the love of God - and transform it into the world - Step down 440 current to household use - is a challenge. So many bodies seem damaged by their experiences in manifestation - they are hard to reach with kindness - but have been conditioned by harsh treatment and told it is love. More of these infinite aspects of soul wish to incarnate, so "prepare ye the way of the Lord" which is more of brothers & sisters.
... and it goes on.
NNC